The thing with your heart’s desire is that your heart doesn’t even know what it desires until it turn up . Zaty was everything those night on the phone , everything we said until late became later and then later and very late and finally to go to bed with my ear warm and worm and red from holding the phone close close close so as not to miss any single words of what it was . coz who care about tired ? I was in the humdrum slave drive of our days without each other . I’d ruin any day , all my days those long nights with you and I did .  But that’s why right there is was doomed . We couldn’t only have a magic night though the wires .We had to have the days too , the bright impatient days spoiling everything with their unavoidable schedules , their mandatory times that don’t overlap . I knew you get mad with me coz her right ? It not importance actually when you said to me “ You know your status and everything will be fine “ I know those matter things you’re said . But please lets you know that Je ‘t Aime . Their royal friends who don’t get along the unforgiven travesties torn from the wall no matter what promises are uttered past midnight , and that why we broke up :’)